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by Leddy » Wed Nov 20, 2019 9:48 pm
Right.
Eridan. He has always been my least favorite troll of the bunch, since Murderstuck, including Gamzee and Vriska. Frankly I despise his actions, his way of thinking, and his entitlted nature. He frankly gets too much slack from people. I realize and recognize he had things and expectations pushed on him due to society, and his age didn't help him think majorly clearly, but he did at least clearly make those thoughts and intentions his own with time. Had Feferi not been around he very well could've actually gone on a huge killing spree and no one would've stopped him, he's a Violet for god's sake he can do a lot of what he wants without reprecussion.
People say he's got a tough situation, what with having to feed Feferi's lusus, the only reason that's a tough situation to him is because it'd upset Feferi to not do it, the girl he's hoping to swoon in a red relationship. He accepts those genoicdal thoughts and makes them his own with time, even if they're pushed on him to begin with. I like to think of MSPAR in Friendship Simulator oddly enough. Doc Scratch provided them the groundwork to make friends, but they're the ones who actually were there and made choices that allowed them to become friends, I wouldn't say a lot of MSPAR's friendships were fake or not real, even if Scratch set him up with the perfect cards, and I think similar logic is applicable with Eridan if that makes sense. Compared to someone like Vriska, his situation is absurdly luxurious despite his actions being just as reprehensible if not worse in a lot of instances.
I don't think Eridan is totally evil or something, but he is far from redeemable in my eyes at the moment. I think it's especially Murderstuck that puts me off on the scale of disliking him so much. Not even think, I'm a hundred percent sure of it. Eridan's actions in Murderstuck are unredeemable. He intends to flee to Bec Noir's side because he's think they've lost hope, the villain trying to kill all of the trolls and all, he comes to Feferi as one last ditch, because he cares about her, again that not totally evil thing, and they react reasonably and want to stop him, because if he left for Bec than he'd more than likely be able to find the meteor and wreck the rest of the trolls. Feferi at least wasn't likely intending to full on kill him, but just stop him, I can't say the same for Sollux though. He in response KO's Sollux in a move that very well could've killed him, kills Feferi, and than turns around. Without actual provocation, Eridan willingly destroys the actual last hope for the trolls at the time, the Matriorb (In that instance, that was as bad as genocide of the entire troll race, as he eliminated any chance of their reproduction, which was as good as that). He willingly destroys the last hope, even though he's already said all hope was lost, and than kills Kanaya too for attacking him after killing the Matriorb.
Do I think Eridan is a victim of an unfortunate situation? Yes
Do I think Eridan is totally evil and there's no way he can be good? No
Do I think Eridan is responsible for his actions? Definitely
People say that Eridan's head was unclear, but I say the contrary, his head and actions were very clear and decided. He disregarded the hope because it wouldn't be easy, than actually killed that last bit of hope and likely intended to leave the Meteor and actually join Bec had Kanaya not sliced him in half for his actions. His head was clear enough to kill Feferi, someone he cared for, before she could knock him out to stop him. His head was clear enough to willingly destroy the actual last hope of the trolls.
I think he's an interesting character, but one that's too far gone down the hole of unredeemable for me at this point. I think that he got himself to where he ended up majorly by his own decisions and overbearing nature, and I haven't even mentioned the absolute entitlement he shows, and that he should be held accountable for his actions, which are some of the absolute worst pre-epilouge that aren't directly tied in to things like Lord English and Bec Noir.